So last night I went OCD....I missed the Divas so I spent the evening cleaning the hell out of my closet...even organized my closet into clothing type and further sorted by color. Guess I had an off day...all I wanted was the girls laying in the bed next to me watching TV. So, I have learned that no matter what happens in my life...no one can give me what they give to me everday. No matter how hard life gets when they are home, it is nothing compared to how I feel when they are gone.
I met someone...watch out now.....the fact that I met him has caused me to release the rest of my line up...it's created havoc nights home alone focusing on that loud silence I mentioned. Ugghhh so he is worth it so I fill my time being OCD...wait that doesn't sound tooo healthy. Seriously though, if I hadn't released my line up, I wouldn't be home, I would be out eating Sushi to my hearts content seeing all the latest movies sucking the marrow out of life so to speak. Not a gambler...yet I am gambling.....and we all know what happens when you wake up in Vegas, please oh please let me beat the odds for just this once!! All or nothing right....ooooh bring the Divas home so I can be myself again!!!
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